I've tried so hard to forget about you
Its hard because you liked me too...

I feel so mixed up, all churned up inside
I don't know what I'm feeling, if I could love you...

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to see their pitying eyes...

You can't tell me anything I don't already know
I saw the hurt in your eyes when I told you to go...

You woke me up from the deep dark sleep that has...
Reawakened parts of my heart that have been frozen...

Up all night, I'm wide awake
Theres energy pounding in my veins...

I think of you and I tingle inside
I don't want to this scared or have feelings to...

I feel like I'm living a life that's not my own
Days stream by as I sit and allow whatever...

Close the book, take it away
If I pretend that I'm not hurting maybe I'll be ok...

We're curled up on the sofa
You smile, hold my hand...

Slow it down, watch the blade
my seeping blood takes away the hate...

This poem is for Roxy.
Scream at me, slap my face...