Scream at me, slap my face
Make me sorry, put me in my place
I never wanted to hurt you or make you cry
I chose to get with him when you like him, i don't know why
I guess that I was flattered when he came and sat with me
And talked to me for hours, the way that it should be
And I guess I chose to hurt you in this cruel and unkind way
I put myself first as he kissed me, I was selfish for a day
You were hurt and you were angry but you just stood and cried
I told you straight away you see, i thought it would hurt more if I lied
I suppose its hard to understand how I understand your pain
How I say I'm sorry, and I am, but in truth I might do it again
It was just the way he spoke to me and gently took my hand
I know what I'v done makes me a sh!++y person, I don't expect you to understand
I hope that you believe me when I say that I regret
I didn't know how much it would hurt you, or how much you'd be upset
And I want to be able to promise that I won't go back there
But he looks at me and I melt inside, but it doesn't mean that I don't care
I want you to be happy and have a smile bright and true
But although I know it makes me a sh!++y b!+ch I might still choose him over you
I'm sorry.
