On the bathroom floor crying,thinking about what...
The critical comments dance around in my head...

Something died inside of me
it was the will to live...

A red mark on my shoulder
Where your fist slammed to the bone...

I rock back and forth
And stare ahead...

Cheeks are turning blue
Heart pounding through and through...

One more shout
Another scream...

Fresh tears roll down my cheeks
A silent sign of my emotion...

And I know
Fear is a colour...

No words left to say
You take my breath away...

Breathing slows to a standstill
You can’t fight it...

I slit my wrists + write in blood
A letter to you of my love...