Ok here it is,my suicide letter
The thoughts in my head are getting no better...

Once again I sit alone.
My mind is here...

Something died inside of me
it was the will to live...

& everytime a boy breaks your heart
you'll move on & find a new one & you...

Look at me closely,
And you will see...

A red mark on my shoulder
Where your fist slammed to the bone...

On the bathroom floor crying,thinking about what...
The critical comments dance around in my head...

I rock back and forth
And stare ahead...

Cheeks are turning blue
Heart pounding through and through...

One more shout
Another scream...

Fresh tears roll down my cheeks
A silent sign of my emotion...

No words left to say
You take my breath away...