To: My Baby
Will you be brunette or have my sandy blonde hair...

Dear baby inside me although you may not be there,
I can't believe I could be a mommy. Just know I'll...

I know we're not going out, just benefitted...
But still I always wonder why good things always...

Don't care about life; it's a waste of time.
Every breath I take doesn't feel like mine...

Life is a mountain I just couldn't scale,
Life is a test I was born to fail...

Hours upon hours, she stares at her face,
Always second or third best in life's lonely race...

Tears: like rain pouring
Life: lonely, dark, there's no point...

Looking in the mirror, disgusted by what I see,
Who is this other person staring back at me...

I know that you are hurting 'cause life has you...
Allow me a chance to pick your heart off of the...

She sees him across the room, can't help but...
She goes over and talks to him...he seems nice...

Ups and downs, throwing me all around
So confused by these emotions I've found...

What do I do so wrong to lose all my friends?
Every friendship I have soon after ends...