He tells says he loves you
And you believe its true...

Theres always the girl in the back of the...
Who looks like she lives a life full of darkness...

I'm sorry for my selfishness
I'm sorry for my sadness...

-song- not that good but here
Standing out in the pouring rain...

I know I don't show it
But some days I wanna quit...

You don't return my phone calls at all anymore
You don't look at me and smile like you did before...

Woke up again today wanting to die
Pardon me for the way I cry...

School is out this year
No more gossip to hear...

You make me feel like there is good in me
You see the things no one else can see...

*To My Best Friend David...He is like my brother...
Well what am I supposed to say about you...

I'm sick of being disappointed in myself
So its time to change and find some help...

My shadow doesn't show me
It hides my humanity...