It's funny
how everything can change...

Today
someone walked with me...

Freedom is the power of mind
that keeps us in control...

I love him
secretly every thought...

Tears fill my eyes
and pain fills my heart...

I am forever lost in a sea
of my own misery...

Pain surrounds me
on a double edged cliff...

You ask if I'm OK
and I say yes...

My yawning fish
oh how she makes me laugh...

Why are my cries
ignored...

Lord,
I ask for a lot of things...

Never lost your best friend to a piece of medal...
**these are just reflections on what has happened...