I'm sorry,
Sorry for the pain...
Suffocation never felt so sweet
As it does to be right now...
I lay in bed,
Waiting for time to pass me by...
I just want you to know,
That this is going to be the hardest poem Ive ever...
You're as beautiful as they said you were,
Your mascara running thin...
Letters are written,
but some never sent...
Take a picture,
Make it fast...
Here you sleep,
Awake still you are...
Forgive me mother
Forgive me father...
Here we go again,
To start off another year...
October 26, 2003
A year ago today...
There's a girl with a broken smile,
Who doesn't laugh when things are funny...