The air is closing in on me
This box is just too small...

I once thought I could make it
Now I am begging myself to stay...

The world is tilting when we fight
My heart shatters into two...

If you lie to me tonight
Beneath the starry moonlit night...

The world is spinning on an angle
And I am stuck in between...

At a time my heart was crashing and my soul was on...
Moments where things were difficult but ironically...

Fire in her eyes is burning
Hearts entwining...

Visions are controlling me
Empowering my mind...

It's not my choice I'm proving
Or my platinum pride I'm losing...

You make me feel so special, but with emptiness...
My hole is getting bigger, but you wipe the tears...

((These are a few poetry excerpts from my diary. I...
November 8th, 2006...

I long for him to hold me
To fill my soul with peace...