I WAS ALWAYS HIS LIL GIRL,
AND HE TOLD ME I WAS "HIS HOPES AND...

F~Forever they are on each others side.
R~Remember everything even if its not important...

My scars remind me the past is real,
and each one hides the mistakes I made...

It hurts me to see you let him treat you like...
I'm not trying to put you down but he's playin you...

It's strange how if I lose you I lose so much,
but then lose nothing at all...

Just close your eyes and think about me,
and I'll be watching over you...

I try to blame others for my pain,
but it always comes back to you...

I didn't realize how much it affected me until...
when I wanted to cry because I was afraid to share...

I try to pretend I don't miss you,
but sometimes it hits me so hard it almost knocks...

I put up walls to guard me from the battle taking...
but the walls crumbled at my feet and left me...

I'll love you forever,
and hate you always...

God needed a way to watch over me when He couldn't...