I WAS ALWAYS HIS LIL GIRL,
AND HE TOLD ME I WAS "HIS HOPES AND...

U changed the way she thought,
and you two constanly fought...

I WATCHED HER LOVE HIM,
AND I WATCHED HIM HURT HER...

I’ve lost friends before,
but never missed them as much as I miss u...

When I first met you I never thought I'd feel that...
and even now I could dream about you for hours...

Making changes,
and going to stick to them this time...

God needed a way to watch over me when He couldn't...

I'll love you forever,
and hate you always...

I put up walls to guard me from the battle taking...
but the walls crumbled at my feet and left me...

I try to pretend I don't miss you,
but sometimes it hits me so hard it almost knocks...