I stare out of the tear stained window,
and wonder to myself
"why am i me?"
because this is truly who i do not want to be..

&& my cheeks are burning
with the saline running from my eyes
as i realize that i mean nothing..
as i realize that i am nothing.

&& as i gaze into the tear stained mirror,
i realize with great dissapointment
[i am nothing]