Its like I've had, a gunshot to the head,
Feels like there's a knife in my heart, I am dead...
Hold me tight,
On this cold night...
I heard the news, i blame myself,
Why didn't i just take mi pride off the shelf...
Deep within your eyes,
I see the pain that go through...
They think i am stupid, and sweet.
They think i will do as they please...
Man in mayhem, man on coke,
I didn't do anything to provoke...
I don't know why i feel this way,
I have totally changed, I'm better than OK...
You may think you'll love them until the day you...
And when they end up hurting you, then you wonder...
I feel the stare,
Upon my back...
I don't wanna stay here, i won't lie..
I don't wanna live no more i wanna die...
Tears on the window sill,
From where she sat still...
I am cold,
I am alone...