My daddy isn't here,
But in soul he is near...
I was never perfect,
But i was always me...
Back to self harm,
For no reason...
How can you look at yourself knowing?
How can you look in the mirror everyday...
Sitting here in darkness,
The cut's released the pain...
Your joking, and you smile,
Haven't seen that for a while...
A 3 second phone call,
Nothing but rocks to break my fall...
Can't see why I've been stopped...
I love him but i am not allowed...
I take the knife,
To take my life...
I'm used,
and abused...
In these place i stand alone,
Reading a lowly gravestone...
You see her smiling,
No tears anywhere near...