Not seeing you
Knowing it is my own doing...

Sometimes everything seems so shaky
My whole world crumbles down...

My body is of no matter
My soul is with Gods Angels...

Such a big space seperates us
Yet it isnt just the long distance...

In the night I see your face
In my sleep I cant escape...

There are so many things that you dont know
So many things that I dont want to show...

I cant, and to tell the truth
I dont want to see you anymore...

So mad my hands are shaking
So mad I want to cry...

How can you smile
If your not happy...

Staring at the ceiling
Is all I lately do...

The heartless voice
Words like knives...

When I lie in bed at night
And reach out next to me...