Count the fingers on my hand,
See the curves into the edges...

Something happened
I'm not the new me...

I don't have that feeling anymore
that longing in my heart...

I cried so bad
For I didn't know...

Hahaha,
I laugh all day...

I watched intensely
as he killed himself...

All I had was a dream of you
I never felt like losing someone...

(I haven't thought of how to break this poem so...
I took the pen at hand and popped the cap back on...

I write to you
a million times...

Tomorrow will be a brand new day
no more shouting...

I can't seem to see,
the tears from my eyes...

[Continuation of Lost]
So lost inside...