If i cud make a ¤change¤ i wud but ((wuts the point)) in t.r.y.i.n.g.¿?
....i'll NeVeR b {g.o.o.d. e.n.o.u.g.h.} 4 -u-

I ×act× like it isn't R.e.A.l. it'll [.:go away:.]
((but it's *not* that way at all))

«i -dont- even |.know.| פmyself¤× a.n.y.m.o.r.e.»

~*but then she'd go .h.o.m.e...turn off {all the lights}....turn the dial ^up^ on her /r/a/d/i/o/ & [C.R.Y]*~

~she h.a.t.e.s. her ((life)) and *who* shes b.c.o.m.e~
~TrApPed |i.n.s.i.d.e| with [[nowere 2 run]]~

||EvErYbOdY »thought« her {life} was pretty [p.e.r.f.e.c.t]...i guess .:there was a lot:. she n.e.v.e.r. -let them- *see*...||

~*wen she was [.all alone.] shed ×DiE iNsIdE×, c her ((pretty face)) in the »mirror« & [C.R.Y]*~

U'd ¤never¤ kno it »looking« at her...¤never¤ c theBrOkEn SoUl |.hidden.| ~i.n.s.i.d.e~

If .even. the -worst- of NiGhTmArEs wer *better* than [r.e.a.l.i.t.y.]...u'd prolly want 2 ((fall asleep))

I -asked her- *y* she still s.m.i.l.e.d.~she said .:bcuz she has 2:.~2 ^keep^ »herself» from [*f.A.l.L.i.N.g. A.p.A.r.T*]