×my w.o.r.l.d. is »spinning« from *trying* 2 b -SO- ((p.e.r.f.e.c.t))×

פsometimes i feel so l.o.n.e.l.y. i cant even [cry]¤×
פsometimes its *hard* not to -knowing- my «whole lifes» a (l.i.e)¤×

...i'll [.:hold back:.] my e.m.o.t.i.o.n.s. and (watch) -life- »pass me by...»

...just ~give me~ »one |good| r.e.a.s.o.n.« i sHuDnT ^want^ 2 ((.DIE.))

((no 1)) c's me פ hurting¤× and [g.i.v.i.n.g. u.p.] the /fight/

×i could [[.:run away:.]]..but my g.u.i.l.t.y «3heart«3 is sure 2 |find me|
and (take) (me) (over) till there's NoThInG left×

פ[.b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g.] »away» the .:remains:. of my ((eXiStAnCe))¤×

~ive been s.u.f.f.e.r.i.n.g. for (far) (2) (long)~

~*can u ^c^ the (p)(a)(i)(n) *pumping* -thru my body- as the ×tears× [fall] [down] my face¿?*~

°seeing° all my *dreams* turning in2 ||nitemares|| c.o.n.s.t.a.n.t.l.y makes me ScReAm [.wishing.] i cud ((change the past))