Its better to feel pain
than to feel nothing at all...
Each day is new
each new day holds new things...
I sit in class
watching the clock...
Although you may think
that you know the feeling...
I'm everything to you
but nothing to myself...
I almost killed myself today
but then i thought of you...
Today is December first
it should be a month of smiles and joy...
Its funny how
you can feel as though...
It comes
as I lie and wait...
The hurt will soon be over
for i am closing the book...
Friday the 13th
is said to be such a bad day...
The pain and loneliness
all come flowing back...