*Written 2-4-07.
It's hard to believe in summer...
Dear Diary,
I don't understand what happened...
Tender and fragile
Like a butterfly's wings...
Some eyes are green with envy
Some eyes are gray as steel...
Ragged girl sprawled on the ground
Each sad tear comes running down...
I open up the envelope
As I have many times before...
What is happening?
Did I do somthing wrong...
Love
You I do...
Sitting in the front row,
I tremble and I grieve...
I don't think people would know
Who I really am inside...
I don't wanna be a failure
Especially in your eyes...
Help me get out of here!
Don't let me sink in this hole...