Illusions fill my mind
Demons invade my thoughts...
I want to purge
And release my pain...
Lately life has been so complicated
as it always was and always will be...
He was her one and only
she loved him with all of her heart...
I stare out the window,
saying over and over to myself "You should...
Tears fell from my eyes,
As I listened to all the lies...
We all cope differently
Want a tip, well here's mine...
When you look at me all you see is my black hair...
you don't see what's underneath, and you don't...
The anger is all bottled up inside,
from my emotions I can't hide...
Late at night
i sit and cry...
There are days when i'm not okay
one of those days was today...
I'll never be the same,
I was played just like a game...