Do i have to scream for you to hear me?
i cant whisper, i can hardly even breathe...

Look in the mirror
see all of the horror...

Washed in blood
rinsed in tears...

He thinks he controls me, but he doesn't.
He thinks I'll do anything he wants me to, but I...

I always do the wrong thing,
But through the shouts and the screams...

You look at me,
you see a happy little girl...

I'll never be the same,
I was played just like a game...

You say you're innocent,
guess again...

Silly anorexic girl
food is for fatties...

Its been so long since i have written
life has been okay...

I try so hard not to think about the pain.
It's so deadly, it drives me insane...

I dont want to be your friend, i hate you.
you thought we could re-develop this friendship...