Lately life has been so complicated
as it always was and always will be...

The anger is all bottled up inside,
from my emotions I can't hide...

Ill starve til you see my ribs.
ill lie to you with my oh so many fibs...

Do i have to scream for you to hear me?
i cant whisper, i can hardly even breathe...

Look in the mirror
see all of the horror...

I can't lie
The world holds nothing for me...

I'll never be the same,
I was played just like a game...

You look at me,
you see a happy little girl...

I always do the wrong thing,
But through the shouts and the screams...

Ana is my drug of choice
She heard the desperation in my voice...

There are days when i'm not okay
one of those days was today...

He was her one and only
she loved him with all of her heart...