[[actually going to be a song when i finish]]
staring up at the night sky...

It's cold and I'm shaking
I've been missing you too long...

Darkness surrounds me
Terror I know...

**not supposed to rhyme**
With a heart so cold...

As this depression slides over my mind.
through my body...

Almost 5 years
we've known each other...

Don't be afraid
i'm not going to hurt you...

Lonesome on the pier
waiting for you...

Do you feel like you win when i question myself
does it hurt when i look at other guys...

I wish i had left.
i wish i was gone...