i'm too complex for these letters and the way you put your vowels together. so if you are trying to spin the wheel and find me as your fortune think again. i'm the erasings in your equations and caculations, i'll be the mistake you always go back to because you'll soon depend on me. i'll swallow you whole and spit you out keeping your emotions for my own i need to feel numb so i'm taking it from you and you love it. my elocution and diction gives wings to my thoughts and spills like the tears you cry when your heart breaks. i am nothing you can describe, nor am i tangible to your hands. i'll break you apart, break you down, and build you how i want you to be, only because of my greed. you may imitate me but never be me, you may judge me but never know me, you may hate me but always want me. i hand second chances out like all the f's you are getting in biology, i won't forgive you unless i know you are sorry, so sorry i can see it seep from your eyes. my trust is locked tight and i swallowed the key, so unless your willing to fight through my walls, heart, and any other blood-worthy organ don't even bother. i love like i will die tomorow, i have love and i'm holding in full grasp and never allowing it to flutter away, and if it be so that it does, it always will fly right back into my palms. so maybe i can't change the world, but i'll be able to change one person's vision on the world.

since i doubt you'll read that.

Bottom line: Go ahead and expect the worst from me, I'll come through like you wouldn't believe. I am the prettiest of the grittiest.