My life, My Friend,
My beginning, My end...

It's like asking why without the how
It's like living the THEN but not the NOW...

Sometimes it is tough
To even get out of bed...

We made it through nights
Of never-ending pain...

This world is crazy
and going insane...

One cut, that's all that I need,
Open my skin and watch it bleed...

My heart starts to beat faster
I'm running into a fatal disaster...

I've been alone now, for a few years
Fighting my own fight and wiping my own tears...

Nobody knows their REASON to be here
I'm pretty sure that my death isn't MY fear...

It's been over a year without you here
It feels like I've been stuck in first gear...

Give me time to tell you how i feel
I'm not sure words can explain but I think this is...

I can't believe you are leaving this place
I can't believe i have these feelings I can't...