Am I that much of a coward, that I couldn't take...
The one last great chance to make it through all...

Through our love, through our life
Through the pain, through the strife...

Plagued with fears
Close to tears...

You never wanted me, never cared
When you saw me you always glared...

You're all alone now, there's no one to help
No one to save you from yourself...

You're there...
But you're not...

I'll turn, and look you straight in the eye
I'll smile, and tell you nothing but lies...

Am I numb? I can't really tell
It's been so long, living in hell...

One, two, three, four
I lose count telling myself just one more...

It hurts...
You deserve it...

You're flawed and broken, you already knew
Why did you try to see this farce through...

What makes you think you're good enough
What makes you think you deserve their love...