I'm a bit psychotic, but that's alright
I just get a bit weird at night...
The pain, the suffering, the sorrow
I pray to God for no tomorrow...
I'll take this knife one last time
I'll take this knife, and draw a line...
Maybe I was wrong
Maybe you were right...
I've given all that I can, and then given more
Yet you don't seem to care, my pain is easy to...
Through our love, through our life
Through the pain, through the strife...
You never wanted me, never cared
When you saw me you always glared...
Am I numb? I can't really tell
It's been so long, living in hell...
One, two, three, four
I lose count telling myself just one more...
It hurts...
You deserve it...
You're flawed and broken, you already knew
Why did you try to see this farce through...
What makes you think you're good enough
What makes you think you deserve their love...