Two Feelings
that were so strong...

I know you want me to get better,
and I swore to you that I will try...

At times, I still find myself so sad,
because my world has never seemed right...

I still remember that sweet day,
when I first say your pretty face...

No reason left to fight this feeling...
or to wear an invisible mask upon my face...

Ive tried to say goodbye,
and leave right from your side...

How could you have the guts...
to judge everything that I have done...

I am going to pretend
that you never even existed...

Why am I trying to get through this?
If deep inside I know that no one cares...

I need a man
and not a boy...

How can I get hurt this way
I feel that now you've gone to far...

How can someone tell all these lies
and make them seem so real...