No reason left to fight this feeling...
or to wear an invisible mask upon my face...

I know I promised not to cry,
but the pain inside my heart wont leave...

Theres so much to forget...
Yet I don't know how to start...

How can you still be in love with him?
after all those bad times he has put you through...

Oh misery
how can you destroy my life...

Inside this weakened body,
dark thoughts inside this mind...

Please don't ask me for another chance,
for my heart cannot be controlled by my mind...

Oh How I miss the smell of your cologne...
your sweet and gentle lips...

As I wake up each and every morning, I wipe my...
I put on my fake smile, and hope for a good day...

At times, I still find myself so sad,
because my world has never seemed right...

I Sleep next to your picture every night
and pray to god that you are okay...

Even if I have to cry forever
and live my life not knowing what to do...