You're smiling, laughing
and playing around...

Letting go of love
letting go of hope...

Take the blade
grab my pills...

Does it matter if I end it all
would you really even care...

Although I smile and laugh
there are secrets that I hide...

Take this gun
point it to my head...

A simple goal
a simple wish...

Take the blade
in my hands...

I just lost someone really close to me, his name...
I can't believe it, I just can't believe he is...

ONE YEAR LATER
Hey Lori catch I yell, while throwing her a...

Sitting here and staring
At their picture...

I just don't get it
what's the point...