She thinks she has no friends,
the knife is always there...
You should know that when i die,
you'll be on my mind...
In her eyes, are stories to tell,
The pain and torture she knows so well...
When I see her with you,
I think of what i did wrong...
Cutting just eases the pain, for a lonely moment...
I get to the top, then once again, I have to...
207 days gone down the drain,
Once again, i gave into the pain...
I cant trust no-one,
No-one can trust me...
Her eyes are red from all her tears,
the pain and torture of many years...
I have no heart, I can not feel,
I do not know what isn't real...
Don't look at me, i won't see,
Don't call my name, it won't be me...
This life cannot be real,
My broken heart can't heal...
My love for you is way too strong,
Its stopping me from moving on...