I let things get out of hand
I was weak and didn't take a stand...

It finally happened
I touched your precious lips...

Remember that secret of mine
His craziness slipped out in due time...

Life itself is nothing predictable
Sometimes unbearable...

There's this guy I truly love
At first I thought he was sent from above...

You make me think twice when I'm speaking to you
Is he lying or telling the truth...

I'm at this point again where my cheeks are wet
Again from tears and not sweat...

Depression, sadness, and suicide
Were the expression that played on my life...

HoW do you say goodbye to someone who you love so...
HoW do you say goodbye to someone knowing you\'ll...

I just turned 21
You think this is when the fun begun...

I'm not understanding
This hold he has on me...

I've been writing sad things
When I really need to sing...