Scrutenising imperfections
sinking deeper into depression

The pills numbed me down...
tore me inside out...
couldnt cry
couldnt scream...
i was fake
the pills made me fake...
so i guess fabricated is now me...

Its the way u whispered in my ear...
"u are my everything"

I bled out ink....
to spell my pain.....
words etched into skin.....
burn.....

I play with razors
i fool round with knives
i cut myself...
to feel (ALIVE)

Plastic people......
all defined by makeup
cheap talk
and fake laughter
ringing in my ears....
i wont be like that....

Backstab me
throw rocks at me
tell me i smell
that i have funny hair?
but dont mock me...
or think its funny...
that i still love him...

Late at night she''l lay...
tears choked back...
breath n beat quietly racing....

I can (SCREAM) all i like
into my S O U L
not a sounds heard...

Everyone knows you...
youre going to make it so big..
but when youre famous
and everyone knows ure name
remember me dee