U made me this life to end
u knew what my state of mind was...
i wasnt joking when i said id cut myself...
u watched me bleed

So ill cry.....
*she'll cry*
n cut
*u wont care*
id die to be with u
*she misses u*
i miss touching ure hair.....

And... so u walked me to the edge again

The pressure on her F**CKING lips...
are hands around my throat...

U soaked through my skin
like a bullet through my brain...

Starving beneath starched white linen... stained with droplets of crimson...

Scrutenising imperfections
sinking deeper into depression

The pills numbed me down...
tore me inside out...
couldnt cry
couldnt scream...
i was fake
the pills made me fake...
so i guess fabricated is now me...

Its the way u whispered in my ear...
"u are my everything"

I bled out ink....
to spell my pain.....
words etched into skin.....
burn.....