Today would have been my brothers 14th birthday...
This hasnt bothered me all day, & for some reason...

Thinking about what I promised you,
thinking about what you said...

Sitting in my bedroom
tears fill in my eyes...

My head is screaming dont give up
But my heart is saying please let go...

Before I start, I want everyone to know, this poem...
so if you could just let me know what you think of...

You are all I need right now,
everyday you make me smile...

How did life get this way,
where did things go so wrong...

Its not the first time it happened,
Just the first time someone found out...

You look at me and smile
I look at you and try not to cry...

For the first time in a long time
I really smiled today...

Not my best...

Sitting in this cold dark room
As tears fill in her eyes...