Love will leave your a** blind... it will leave you mindless, wondering what happened, why did he lie? Did he mean anything he said? Was i ever even loved by him? What would have become of me, if i wouldn't have found out the truth, the real him that he kept locked up inside. He was perfect, or so i thought, i know the truth and now i dont love him anymore. How can i love someone thats hurt me so bad?He doesnt even care about the pain he put me through, all the lies that he fed me. It's over. I cant believe a word out of his mouth, he wasnt in it for the love, he was in it for the sex. I know his feelings weren't true, 6 months is a long time, but he left me for someone new. What i wouldnt give to have this all be a dream. To wake up tomorrow and not even know him...