I fall asleep
I start to dream...

One second you are my best friend
The next you are my worst enemy...

I want you here with me
Life seems so wrong without you...

I know I choose to live with dad
But I still love you so much...

She smiles a fake smile
Thinking nobody will see through...

Reality hits me
Like a bullet in the heart...

I hate him for leaving
I hate the way he made me...

Why do I feel like this
It hurts to look at him...

Sitting here looking at him
Wondering if he would miss me...

What's her problem
Does she think she's queen of the world...

She is my inspiration
She is what keeps me going...

I'm trying to make myself hate you
So that in the end you can't hurt me...