I held a blade in my fist,
I press it into my wrist...

I only get a glimpse, but a glimpse is all it...
My blood begins to boil and i sudenly get the...

And she hurts so very deep inside
Clotting secrets. she tries to hide...

My tears they fall down my cheek
My blood it runs off my wrist...

I tried to hide from the truth, but he chased me...
He made me face him, he turned me around...

Lost in a world that makes no sense,
Id fit in better, locked behind a fence...

So many things I am scared to say aloud,
Gathering within, my emotions, a dark and stormy...

Want to die.
Instead i cry...

Why do I put myself through the pain of each day
What do I tell myself that convinces me to stay...

I hate him so much
i hate him with all my guts...

I am not the same as anyone else
I am different, I am myself...

I love hating you
& i hate loving you too...