Why do I put myself through the pain of each day
What do I tell myself that convinces me to stay...

It will haunt u til the day u die,
Eat at u n make u cry...

You know me better than anyone else,
You know the pain behind every smile...

I am the perfect little pampered princess
I am the selfish little stuck-up spoilt bi@tch...

These tears arent real,
this pain doesnt exsist...

My heart is broken, cant be mended,
Left all alone and undefended...

Surronded by people, yet so alone,
sik of facin this world on my own...

I am so sorry i have made so many mistakes
Love messes me up...

All the time we laugha and play
i am true i loved you...

You gambles shed keep her mouth shut,
knowing shed never tell...

Sometimes I feel the urge to get a blade & put...
Sometimes I feel the urge to put an end to this...

I feel this pain within my chest,
It takes a hold of me, I loose my breath...