Tears streaming down my face
As I lie in my bed at night...

It's time,
That dreaded time again...

I see you across the courtyard,
I smile...

[To Daryl: I wrote this poem after Evie's...
We had been distant for a while...

I wonder.
What could it have been...

Through this lonely world I wander.
A ghost...

This pain haunts me,
Makes me want to scream and shout...

Through the shadowed trees she walks,
Not a breath of sound she talks...

I want to move on but deep down inside,
This burning and spinning is making me blind...

(For Livvy, luffs yah bubbz)
I want to scream...

I lie with you,
You're cosy and warm...

People cannot be the focus of your life.
You cannot build your life on them...