She's just barely 17,
with strawberry blonde hair and blue eyes...

She looks in the mirror and she is not what she...
The day she met him was the day she saw that...

As I wait for you to kill the pain, I take my...
I loved you too much to care about the bruises and...

Every time I see you in the hallway,
I fight the memories, trying to block...

For a year, I've never told you how I really felt...
You say it's not like that and you try to make me...

So what if I cut my wrists down to the very last...

.Dont look at me, why cant you see that I dont...
.Stop looking at me with those eyes, its not like...

I just want to go away.
Sink into the middle of no where...

Nothing surrounds me but darkness,
Nothing surrounds be but hate...

Dear Mom-
You used to be my best friend, always there for me...

You are scared and dangerous, cutting me with your...
You are scared to get to close to me, you are...

If I could rip my heart out, you would see just...
If you could just see the bloody cuts you make me...