I want to scream
&& rip this flesh from my stomach...

For a year, I've never told you how I really felt...
You say it's not like that and you try to make me...

I just want to scream at you but I can't even bare...
How dare you say there was never a baby, you just...

It's true- he said you'd never change
but i just thought he was being the jealous type...

Thoughts are circling
in my head...

Dear Mom-
You used to be my best friend, always there for me...

I picked up my phone and
remembered you're not there...

He's the first robin in the spring, he's a...
He's everything to me-what I need to live...

It kills me to feel this way-
so ugly && cruel inside...

I can feel you staring at me,
I'm going down...

Embarrassing
you destroyed my once...

I should hate you but I don't. After all the lying...
It amazes me just how much you still mean to me...