Nothing surrounds me but darkness,
Nothing surrounds be but hate...

It's 3 o clock in the fricken morning && I...
And I can't sleep because of everything you've...

It kills me to feel this way-
so ugly && cruel inside...

How can you just walk away when you see the tears...
How could you just leave after I call out your...

I should hate you but I don't. After all the lying...
It amazes me just how much you still mean to me...

I was so young-so pure.
Not quite ripe- not ready to be picked...

Embarrassing
you destroyed my once...

Watching you kill her with
your stares...

Dear Mom-
You used to be my best friend, always there for me...

You are scared and dangerous, cutting me with your...
You are scared to get to close to me, you are...

How could you?
How could you turn away from me...

Why does it always come down to me calling you...
After Ive had it with his bullshit and all the...