Its so hard to live through,
the image people have of you...

The first moment I was in your presence,
There was an emotion of attraction...

It's always there,
wanting too bring you down it's path...

Quiting is not the answer,
Though it affects us like a cancer...

Christy,
I love you so much...

So i just met you the other day,
but i feel that we've connected in some way...

This element is so deceiving,
you think you're the one receiving...

What should i do,
i don't know if I'll make it through...

The substances of life,
are just here to distract us from real life...

My days are in dark despair,
i cannot truly laugh or smile...

The person who is there,
even if life's not fair...

I lie awake,
Thinking of all my mistakes...