Standing on the edge of the abyss
I look down knowing...

My future child
I worry you will be like your mother...

I try to rinse the stench of aldultery off my skin
try to wash his scent away...

Please forgive me
for my heart still beats in rhythm with yours...

The day you passed
my heart started beating again...

When I flip on the televison screen
I stare at the news...

No words can say a feeling
so prove it to me...

You know what...
I don't know why I like you...

When I say nothing is wrong,
I mean everything is wrong...

As lactic acid floods my veins
I am finally free...

I am woman
i am holder of life...

"Love never wanted me"
I tried to hide my pain...