Spinning, swirling, lost in thought,
Not even knowing what I am thinking...

One second so happy, then suddenly sad,
I can't explain these strong emotions I have...

Walking through the rain with no place to go,
The tears on my cheeks I try not to show...

As I look at this world,
all I see is darkness...

Four months it's been since I lost my soul,
Since you threw my heart right to the floor...

Before now I had never really thought about my...
but now the scale is my worst enemy...

Sitting in the rain with my head on your shoulder,
your arm around me spreading warmth through my...

Feelings and emotions released through dance,
Trying something new, taking a chance...

*This is more of a song. Please tell me what you...
What am I doing...

Suicidal temptation once again strong,
I'm in this world now but maybe not for long...

She is an angel fallen from above,
She is a heart filled with undying love...

When you look at me I feel so weak,
When I open my mouth no words can I speak...