There is a girl in her teenage years,
Her eyes still dry and free from tears...

Every time I hear your voice,
my heart beats just a little faster...

The first time I lost you,
I cried for so long...

I see it there, a beautiful red rose,
though now only a tiny green bud shows...

As I lay in my bed with my thoughts spinning,
I feel so helpless and lost...

No one understands the perfection I seek,
the reflection I see everyday...

Hiding behind laughs, smiles, and happiness,
Her bright blue eyes are filled with pain and...

On the outside I may seem like a normal teenage...
but bottled up inside of me is a feeling of...

My world of pain and confusion will finally be no...
**This is actually true. I tried 2 kill myself but...

Bleeding from cuts made by my best friend,
The blade's cool touch makes my pain end...

Memories of the summer I fell in love surround me,
Back together again but how long will we be...

*I wrote this for my friend Tania for her...
Friendship is a very valuable thing...