Why can't you understand?
Why can't you see...

O Ana, my angel,
lead me to perfection...

*I wrote this for my friend Tania for her...
Friendship is a very valuable thing...

O beautiful perfection for which I seek,
you leave me so light and feeling so weak...

You made me want to live but now I want to die,
you made me laugh and smile but now I cry...

O twisted silence,
and icy cold...

I remember when we used to sit in the moonlight;
we used to talk about our hopes and dreams...

I remember when you used to say,
you loved me too much to ever hurt me...

Sitting here with your arms around me,
holding me tight as if you'll never let go...

Looking out through tear-filled eyes,
Confused and lost in this lie-filled world...

Random thoughts and emotions running through my...
I'm not really sure what I'm feeling...

I hate you because you're taking over me,
but I love you 'cause you're making me the girl I...