Nothingness consumes my soul
where my heart used to be there's an empty hole...

Losing the day...
Nothing is right...

Brief happiness is torn away.
A few mean words cut through my soul...

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Well I've done what you said...

Leave me alone to think
To contemplate my sorrow...

There are times
When I feel...

Music blaring in my ears
Drowning out my feelings...

It started out as an experiment
A way to get rid of the pain...

I have nothing to do
So I'll sit here and write...

~*~it isn't any good...i was just writing my anger...
Hope you had fun tonight...

Intense pain and suffering,
All bottled up inside...

Spiraling down after I struggle to rise...
I can no longer pretend to deny my demise...